Rogue Shadow

When Isma called to inform me of what had transpired, I felt sick. I felt disgusted that someone would have the heart to resort to what he had done. Most people think this will all blow over, and I believe that. But in the meantime, there is my name and my mother’s associated with porn on fuckin youtube. 

So I went and did the impulsive thing. I retaliated. Chose the same medium he did to speak up for myself. Other’s may say I am classless, and should just be silent. "People already know he’s an idiot, you need not use a public domain to remind them. " "It’s bad form".

And I agree. Whole heartedly. In retrospect, I was just as childish as he was. I was just as unprofessional as he was.

But after what he did with his post on youtube, the effect was no longer professional. It was personal. He didn’t just take a nab at me, he had smeared my mother’s good name with his actions. And although I know people know better, it felt wrong for me to simply keep quiet.  People are looking me up simply because they think they are going to watch my mother’s daughter get raped. What would you do if someone did that to your mother?

So here is my public apology to all the people at Malaysian Cinema. Because my post was irrelevant to the industry. I had taken up your time, to simply read me rant. This will be my last post on your site regarding this matter. I promise. Thank you.

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